Constant conflict
She asked who i am
Dishonest and barely breathing
Just the thought that the throne's as good as mine
Has got me selfish, keeping calls on the other line
I pull the wrong moves
At all the best times
But hear me out
I'm not proud of the man in the mirror
I live alone cause i took a pretty picture
It's not a fault
Just a flash then it's over with
She took it home and i'm left with a little less
I'm not a father
Nor a teacher
Or a leader
But you'd think i was
You would think i was
I'm just a brother and a son who's got it all wrong
The kids are missing cause we can't see the river at night
It isn't all that hard to figure out
She needs her head in her hands for a little bit longer
Trying to decide if she'd rather a lonely life
Dr. Doctor!
I've grown concerned with my mental health
My fucking sense of self
It's just the cards that i've been dealt have got me feeling like i'm someone else
I've got a story to tell but i don't know how the story ends
Play it out like a story in the back of my head
You choose to lie
I choose to never believe it
I think that happiness came and then it went away
It never stopped to think or even notice me
It isn't all that hard to figure out
She needs her head in her hands for a little bit longer
Trying to decide if she'd rather a lonely life
We try our best to see the beauty in a hurricane
And to believe that there's more to life than living
They won't convince me tonight
I'm alive at heart but not mind
I'm alive at heart but not mine