Why would you build your four walls up?
Then push away the people that pulled
Strings to place you where you are now?
I betcha still don't give a fuck
Your reputations ruined rest your head
You haven't figured this out at all...
All, All, All, All...
Okay... okay...
You're freaking out
Over complications, an admiration
To be somebody that you'd seen on a screen
And you gotta be kidding me when you're calling me again
At 2 A.M. its incredible when you crawl into my skin
Fallin' all into you
So i'll say... hey it's me again I'm wondering how have you been?
The moon has cycled through its phases but I haven't seen you since
You must be hiding on the dark side, you're sly with all your games
Like the times we'd go on car rides, you'd try to blow my brains
But nowadays you're so afraid of even hitting me up
You found a way and I'm amazed of everything you've become
Your mascara's smeared sideways when you're with me and drunk
I guess the clouds of marijuana smoke be keeping us young
See I know when you get mad, I know you smile when you're sad
I know there's fellas out there faking it to get you in their bed
I know your girlfriends always squawk & talkin' shit behind your back
But just know that I've always course corrected you before you crash
So I'll be there for ya, and imma care for ya
And you can bet your bottom dollar, if ya need me you can holler
So lets just act like we're in love tonight
Well alright...
So we can hide our heads in Himalayan Haze
And spend our days inebriated
Holding on youth
Or we can whip a bottle of white wine
And walk along the costal line
And count the days before we're through
Or we can ride around in my Miata
Magic mushrooms with the soda
Why does everything look weird?
I'm finding life is beautiful in every
Aspect but you're questioning your your past
Like how'd you make it here?
You keep wondering where you fit in
I keep wondering why you're tripping
Can't you just enjoy this moment
I mean really... but I guess
You're freaking out
Over complications, an admiration
To be somebody that you'd seen on a screen
And you gotta be kidding me when you're calling me again
At 2 A.M. its incredible when you crawl into my skin
Fallin' all into you
I find it funny that you feel the world revolves around you
Now would it break your back
To actin' like you cared for me too?
But baby I'm not like you, see I don't talk about myself much
I just stay in my room, writing music for you
These days the world it weighs me down
And I feel pain in my heart
I write my sadness into song then sing alone in the dark
And I be tryin' so hard, but I keep snoozin' alarms
Cuz some days I'm feeling phased
With heavy thoughts on my mind
Like aren't you nervous inside?
What if this doesn't work out?
What if the industry ain't into me and music I write?
What if the energy I bring ain't really matching the vibes?
Would you still love me at night?
Would you whisper that you're proud?
But know I've never been so sure this is my purpose in life
And so I drive to New York City with a dollar and dream
I spend my nights on Zenii's floor were making bangers, repeat
Cuz ain't a thang in this world that can stop me now
And when this tape drop, I'm ready to take off like 3... 2... yuh