And it goes like Oh, and now I know Everything will now be different If we are a part of The same thing that tore us apart From the start I thought that it would never fall apart Oh, that's what we thought We got so far But now I know That you can't say All the right things to me That I need to hear In the wrong ways I won't say I'm sorry No matter how petty it is I have to keep it to myself All of the things that are out there It's all so different Now And I just miss you and how things were Why did they change? It's so absurd I don't, I don't know what to think Am I to blame? That looming feeling In the back of my mind When I don't know how to Express myself sometimes Well you can't know what you can't miss And if we don't try we may never even really experience All the right things in life And then just realize all of the ways That we need to be When I'm around you When I'm around you That looming feeling In the back of my mind When I don't know how to Express myself sometimes Take it off just one more time Let it explode before my eyes Oh I'm ready to go But I don't know where to start Oh ya I'm in control Before it all falls apart Again