Not that I cared in the first place I've always wanted to die I've always wanted to die Everything is gonna be Everything is alright Everything is fucked Everything is gonna be alright Everything is fucked Heart race To the end of the line Disoriented Dying like this feels too real Look right through my eyes Disguise hides my lies I despise lives too Don't help me up when I'm falling To the fucking ground Move on As I take my life Don't help me up when I'm falling To the fucking ground I've had enough Everything is gonna be Everything is alright Everything is fucked Everything is gonna be fucked Can all of this harm just put me to sleep? Nothing is alright Can all of this harm just put me to sleep? Can all of this harm just put me to sleep? Nothing is alright Can all of this harm just put me to sleep? Look right through my eyes Disguise hides my lies I despise lives too The skies lies hides allies who die wise Look right through my eyes Disguise hides my lies I despise lives too The skies lies hides allies who die wise How much longer do I have to live? How much longer? How much longer do I have to live? I've always wanted to die