I found it six feet deep and the coffin was closed Another never ending story here I suppose You'll never find god if you close your eyes Taking off my mask to the one I despise so now I... Suffocate while I'm counting down my final days Wishing on every star that you would leave me be How much do you curse my name? Tuck your tail between your legs while you run away and hang your head in shame I've got you on your heels while you're trying to find a reason to breathe As I'm silenced by my consciousness refusing to speak And now I'm counting down the days I can remember I can't escape the memory Oblivion, is this the cost of day? My choices have held me back Only at the cost of a martyr Cause I'm no stranger to pain Cutting out my eyes at the cost of my own cornea Please don't take it from me It happens over and over and I can't stop my self from spinning so I... Suffocate while I'm counting down my final days Wishing on every star that you would leave me be How much do you curse my name? I can't wait for the day that you are Six feet deep and the coffin was closed Another never ending story here I suppose You'll never find god if you close your eyes I'm taking off my mask to the one I despise Waiting for the day that I can recover Watching the world as they kill one another I'm venting my pain, not a psycho analysis I fear the day I cease to exist I fear the day I cease to exist Overwhelming power Will destroy us all You'll be begging to take your own life Overwhelming power