For a minute I've been feeling like I really don't belong
Feeling lonelier than ever friends don't ever hit my phone
As of late, it's been a chore to even wake up every day
Can't feel happy for myself because everything just feel the same
I've been struggling and hoping for a healthy way to cope
But all I do is make excuses so my ass can stay afloat
Tossing turning in my bed because when it's late I barely sleep
And even in these fucking dreams I just can't seem to find relief
All my homies ride or die but I don't feel the same way
I can't stand to be alone
Yet those close get pushed away
Feel I barely know my friends
Just got hatred for myself
It's the same old fucking shit that's taxing on my mental health
All my days and nights is blending and depression's creeping up
Can't tell momma or my brother cuz this shit would tear them up
Need to look out for my family because pops is in the grave
Do my best to show that I can be the son my father raised
I head downtown
Hop up in the whip
Leave all in past tense
I remember days in the desert
We ain't have shit
Now you gone
Nothing feels the same
This loss so tragic
Since 6313 you been my idol
And one I miss
A Grimes bitch
I rep to the grave
We shine like diamonds
I know I'm finna make it out this hell that I'm confined in
Realest nigga bumping out this southwest climate
Mane ever since the start the goals the same
There ain't no options