Lately I've been feelin' lonely
I've been manifestin' friends that finally check up on me
Is that too much to ask
Still processing all the trauma from college
And childhood problems
How long will this pain last
I'll prolly keep myself busy
Doing 12 plus things
Cuz it takes a lot of energy
To process things
It's healthy to grieve
But can I have privacy
I should always be happy with a name like Jubilee
Sometimes I question
What's the point of all of this
Meaninglessly existing
Spirits in bodies temporarily breathing
We chose to come here
But most of us aren't truly living
Workin' for the man, whose system screws the slaves it's breeding
Row your boat gently down the stream
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily
Life is but a lucid dream
Why do I feel like I gotta fix society
People's pain weigh heavily on me
I feel everything
My empathy
Comes with anxiety
The only way I feel free
Is when I deeply breathe
I realize nothing ever really dies
Everything's a cycle
Souls live through eternity
And half of me
Doesn't wanna give a fuck
But the other half of me
Really does
Oh what a sweet life living in dichotomy
That's why I reconditioning to live positively
Part of me in the future
Other part in the past
I do my best to stay present
And make the good times last
Don't wanna go too fast
And miss the lessons of class of Earth
I chose a family that say "fam come first"
But that's in theory cuz none of us really know our worth
How can we connect when we're stuck in our own universe
I'm closing the distance break that generational curse
Anybody else feel like the black sheep
And is the rest of the herd even happy
We found out the good shepherd's imaginary
All religions say that God dwells inside of me
And that's what I believe
And the rest is common mythology
The real heaven and hell are the ones we create
Through the thoughts we think
And the words we say
So will your choice be to suffer
Or to get free today
Either way you decide
How you take up space