Just the other day I had thought about us
And how in the fuck did we get here now
Not one call, one text
Girl I been by myself
If it ain't yo pussy I won't smile
I don't wanna fuck, girl I'm fucked up now
I don't wanna love, girl my trust run out
I can't change what I said and what I shoulda said
But love taught me you should watch yo mouth
I wish I could change most the things that I did
All I coulda did wasn't much looking back now
I know I do wrong cus when I try to do right
I don't feel the same feelings felt in awhile
Misguided kid thinking
Loving you was the best thing that I done in a life so shallow
Tryna find a deeper purpose
Dig beneath the surface
Learning in a kitty pool you'd drown
Hope you know you as deep as they come now
Hope you know for me to leave it hurt deep down
Popping pain pills to forget how pain feels
My anxiety got me deading what I want now
I can still hear yo voice clear from a mile
Hope you ain't tryna fill the void with the brown
Just in case you wondering where I'm at right now
Still in the stu tryna figure life out
And I know you somewhere still wishing on a star
But trust me wishing only gets you so far
I'll be here waiting on you if you wanna call
Girl trust me I ain't far
Girl
Trust me you can call
Ohhhhhh
Ohhhhhh
For you
I'll do anything
A thousand times
And I hope it still ain't enough
Just so that I can do it for
You again
For you
I'll do anything
A thousand times
And I hope it still ain't enough
Just so that I can do it for
You again
For you
Only for you