Thought we was close
Thought we forever were bro's
Thought when shit wasn't goin'
We were goin' get it together fosho
Thought you were better than most
Swear I
Thought we was close
Thought we forever were bro's
Thought when shit wasn't goin'
We were goin' get it together fosho
Thought you were better than most
I really thought you were better than most
Trauma bonds
Got close off of battle scars
Equal pain so we think it's equal game
Same team but it's different hearts
Same goals but it's different shots
Thought we was one in the same
Turns out you were just runnin' me game
Shoulda known
But I couldn't guess it
It's a damn shame
Fuck it learned my lessons
Spell 'em out as blessings
Never let it stress me, let it upset me
Pain the strongest weapon
So I'm armed and ready
Karma coming heavy
Swear it's kamikaze on a track
Feeling like a damn pyromaniac
Every verse fire and it's fire
Deep inside since you stabbed me right up in my back
Only looking forward never looking back
Just needed time to lay it on a track
This my only scape for me to not spaz
Success your worst enemy's payback
For all them wishes on your downfall
First it was ground balls
Now I knock 'em out back
Out the park
Gotta ball
Rucker Park, Hot sauce
Barry bonds, A-Rod
Through it all it's
Trauma bonds
Every hurt that I felt
Make a motherfucker melt
Shatter motherfucker's worlds
Or make the average man claim how we brothers
We done been kicked to the dirt
We ain't never been first
We both been searching for worth
People been saying that they feel me
But they really only feeling the hurt
But they don't know it all fosho
They ain't antisocial blaming they selves
For burnin' relations since birth
They ain't possessive but ain't really stressin'
Like how have they mixed since birth?
I been overthinking since I came outta mom food box
Boxing myself in a sandbox, sitting in dirt
Rap got me in a bubble
Hoping that I can pop
Been secluded only go to work
I gotta get it
Life is 'bout digits
Count all 'em blessings
You'll always be winning
Can't help but focus on how we be closest
But only because we both know that we sitting
I just can't be on my ass
Thinking 'bout cash
Tweeting how I gotta get it
Motherfuckers bob they head in agreement
But in reality they the ones chillin'
On the phone scrolling through these hoes
In they mans face claim they pimpin' but simpin'
Look
Just do what you love and go get them bucks
I swear life could really be simple
Don't fuck around and get close around
Motherfuckers comfortable with getting the silver
I need the gold cause I'm tryna mold
My little bro's to know
Life is all about leading
I can't follow cus i'm tryna grow
My seeds is goin' know
I'll be damned if they weaklings
Look
I swear we ain't same
I'm running in Forces
You barely can walk in Adidas
Look
This barely me reaching the surface
Of speaking on serpents
Who can't tell whats helping and leeching or listening and scheming
Look
I swear every move that you make
Is goin' change your whole fate
When the ones that's around can see that you been peaking
These bonds that they make off of trauma is way too much
I can't chill with you
Your heart been chilled in and you dying of envy
What happened?
I thought we was close
I really had thought we were bro's
But you wanna bond off the shit that haunts me
I just can't let that shit go
I just can't let that shit go
I just can't let that shit go
You wanna bond off of our trauma
I just can't let that shit go