Brodie keep cracking the seal I'm tryna keep clean
Keep me away from that shit bro I done seen things
You switched on your bro for a bitch, that's not the same thing
I lost my brother to drugs that's not the same thing
I got that news I don't know when he coming back
Just chill out bro don't give your mom a heart attack
I wish that I could do better for you
I wish that I could do (better)
He got too caught up in that lifestyle
I wish that I could go back right now
You see I, I been so selfish all my life now
Thinking, wonder If I should knock my lights out
I always think about myself and I won't ever change
I'm trying but I just can't do it
But when you wake up to the pounding of the morning rain
I won't be there to get you through it
My brother locked inside a cage
He couldn't find his dream
The system told him don't pursue it
Some part of me feels like I gotta do better
Not living healthy need to change my ways
She makes you happy well you need to go get her
No point in life when you just waste your days
I cloud my mind up with these memories
I can't get rid of history
But I gotta do this shit for me
And on this melody, you hear me sing a symphony
Of selfishness, apologies, the pain behind my infamy