How do I find reason, when so much around me makes no sense Always find the excuses to hide, Cause I never learned how to love myself So many days spent lost, like so many of us God knows I've been afraid, maybe you like me this way TRAPPED IN A WORLD SET TO DESTROY OUR BROKEN YOUTH, NO WE CAN'T AVOID CAUSE ALL I SEE IS THE DAMAGE IN ME The damage in you and me No they just don't see what the fuck ever happens to us The things that we risk, it's never enough Put it all on the line and you should know that, But you weren't there You were never fucking there Can't find myself, no matter how hard I try It's never right, It's never right in my mind Can't find myself no matter how hard I try It's never right, no It's never fucking right Now what can you say to make me feel safe Because most times it just seems like you don't understand How can you ever understand? Can't find myself, no matter how hard I try I'm never right, it's never right in my mind Can't find myself, no matter how hard I try It's never right, no it's never right Take and take and take until there's nothing left But That was your mistake I'm gonna break and break and break until the last breath And now you pass the blame I am wide awake and I can finally see, you can't have me Take and take and take but now I'm taking back It just seems like you don't understand How could you ever understand?