You think it's funny huh the fact that I'm growing
The fact that my feelings are showing
The fact that my conscious is finally flowing
I'm starting to think that you think it's funny don't you
All the comparisons to all these rappers who don't got the larynx I do
I give it my everything Devil been tempting me
Pick up the hatchet it's fine
A little bit of blood will make you feel better just try
That's what my shoulder says
Who do I listen to don't know what his motive is
I hope nobody notices that I'm getting too old for this
Now my morals are starting to fade into blacks
They won't be laughing when I get to snapping and I get to waving this axe
Think I be tripping the blood gone be dripping from sticking the blades in they backs
Hearing the thunder above the clouds roll over the scene
The fan's going to cry when they see
Fall from my veins blood is in the rain is this just a game to you
Call my name all's about to change nothing is the same to you
I think it's funny though you all want a dummy flow
You all want me rapping about drugs and guns and watch how much money I blow
No one's respecting the rhyme or the scheme or the bars or the concept I wrote
Maybe it's the end of my rope should I put my head through the hole
And step off the chair and struggle to breathe
Is that what you're wanting to see
I don't know what you're wanting from me I'm just wanting to be
The music is keeping the kid in me free give a damn if I'm signed or wealthy
I do this so I can have something to reach without it there's nothing to be
The confidence gone my cape it would seem it's starting to tear at the seems
The bottom is withered the color is faded my attitude jaded I start getting mean
I take out my anger on my family and team who've always been there for me
The flames of my failure as high as can be was it all just a dream