You were always there for me
You had always cared for me
When I had to go and grind I would set aside the time
Come over kick it with you
How's your mind doing?
You were always asking me
If I was ever moving back then we'd
Ride around in the Mazda
Listening to Eminem's underground s at the Wawa
Reminiscing of the times when I wasn't far from home
We would kick it every day but now I call from some
Different city on the road I wish I could come home
I gotta go I'll hit you when I got some time bro
I was feeling like I let you down
I was feeling like I left you up in that town
And all the years we could have kicked but it's all gone now
Because you're way up in the sky
And now I'm down on the ground and it's just
Too late to run now
Come time now
Too late
Too late to run
Too late to run
Too late too run
You used to give me all your left overs
The only one who looked past my mama's house and the mess
Anytime you slept over
Never judged always had to have my back
Would have leapt over cafeteria tables at anyone who'd laugh at me
Poking fun at my teeth or my clothes or the shoes on my feet or my bad acne
Always had a way with words
Always had to turn the sad happy
I'm telling you I miss you
Losing a brother I'd give everything in this mother f to hit you on the line
I'm telling you that I wished you send me a sign let me know wherever you are you got no issues
I keep rewriting the lines cause I'm tryna hold in all the anger that I have
Cause you left me with a cliffhanger
You ain't sent me a sign yet and I believe in that s
But I keep hoping that I'm dead asleep dreaming this s
Was on my way to work when I got the call from your mother
Saying that you're gone
In denial thinking that you had another scare tears filling up my eyes
Yelling at the windshield "Why?!" Swerving doing 90 pulled over to the shoulder
Just to cry banging on the steering wheel "What the f God! Man it wasn't his time"
I was hoping it was all up in my mind but it wasn't
Now we're left here with the memory of ya
Too late to run now
Come time now
Too late
Too late to run
Too late to run
Too late to run
RIP Justin Matthew Wilkinson