I need the closure You always know that I need that I'm so conformed not to feel heartbreak I've lost all chances to feel that Keep my composure But underneath is like hell What's the real me and what's the fake me? I don't think I can tell And all the moments that they told me would be the best in my life Just came and went with no second thought I forgot them all the same night It's like everyday I feel the same I feel nothing at all Watch me when I fall Watch me fall Oh, no one at all Just run away, I cannot stay I want to mess this up And everyday, I feel the same I feel nothing at all Just run away, I cannot stay I want to mess this up This neighborhood is like a trap One I cannot escape from My parents said, "I want you back" I'm sorry, I'm not the same one This little world, it showed its teeth Then it ate me alive My friends who had my back for life Now stabbing it with knives Those happy little families All such a fucking fantasy Behind those doors they tear apart Rip out my heart, you earned it Kids out here shooting antifreeze To run from what is standard greed Hold on to all our broken dreams Need a break from shattered memories Fall, watch me fall Oh, no one at all Just run away, I cannot stay I want to mess this up And everyday, I feel the same I feel nothing at all Just run away, I cannot stay I want to mess this up