I never thought that I would stick around I am so much older like What now How about I never sleep Let them creep into me Maybe I was better off Maybe I was better off Left on read What now What now What now I'll let them creep into me I paced the house many miles I perfected how to fake smile I have been detached I'm losing my way So maybe I was better off Maybe I was better off Am I just some ghost you know Holding you back til your heart grows cold And I never thought that I would stick around Never thought that I would stick around Never thought that I would stick around Never thought that I would Never thought that I could I see my doctors through a screen now I haven't left my house in seven days There's something in my mind Something all the time Winding me up til I fall Apart, again I paced the house many miles How about I never sleep Let them creep into me Maybe I was better off How about I never sleep Let them creep into me Maybe I was better off Maybe I was better off Left on read