Will this road ever end Can I survive or keep a friend Control was nothing that I found One foot deeper I sink in the ground I wear my fear like a badge on my chest Anxiety rage inside my head Is this the way that I have to stay Is there a choice to anything Is time a perpetual line Is it a waste to look for what I know I can't find I've overstayed my welcome And I fear it's too late My fear is my everything So peculiarly ornate I found a few but lost the rest My friends I loved, they're now a guest Of my home that's built and repressed I'm feeling everything Slipping to obsessed And I hoped to leave this with my adolescent mind But it's something that's developed and progressed with time I'm positive, yet a downer When I can sleep, never sleeping sounder I'm confounded, unbound by the mass and his clown Perpetually staying down Unabated yet I can't stand my ground I feel like I can feel meaning emanating from all around Let this meaning reign, let it resound For it's only a minute until that feeling can't be found I'm slipping