Tell me how to feel now I lost myself The dissonance is uncanny And the distance I've put in between us Just goes to show I felt these walls build up around more and more each day There was a time when they reminded me of home and not the need to escape A time when happiness wasn't striven for When I never felt this weight But when you live in the past you miss the beauty of being present The beauty of being alive and the beauty of all the unpleasant We cannot exist without the other And somewhere in between is how we learn to find one another Now I can see Through the passing of time It's hard to find what love could really mean Hard to find a reason to live this life we lead All the time Day to night it'll pass before you know Just keep your loves in and leave all the others to let go All the time And now I see through the passing of time That I am not alive, I am simply just awake All the time And now I see through the passing of time That I am not alive, I am simply just awake Tell me how to feel now Leave it be, nothing is free Love for now, leave nobody