Awkward situations Avoid Conversation They don't gotta say shit I can tell it's hatred Those wounds hurt I reciprocate the pain with Pictures I've painted So you can feel the anguish Inside my brain it's Foggy always raining Mind's in the matrix Body is sedated I don't go outside I live in isolation Wanna make friends but I don't got the patience I'm done stressing what I can't control I got some issues I don't let em show Dreams broken on the saddest roads No turning back this the life I chose I'm a beast I won't stop reaching Live my dreams while I'm still breathing Always creeping while you sleeping I've been on the deep end I've been on the deep end Awkward situations Avoid Conversation They don't gotta say shit I can tell it's hatred Those wounds hurt I reciprocate the pain with Pictures I've painted So you can feel the anguish Inside my brain it's Foggy always raining Mind's in the matrix Body is sedated I don't go outside I live in isolation Wanna make friends but I don't got the patience I remember you said I'm a joke You wonder why I don't pick up the phone Stop calling just leave me alone No turning back this the life I chose I'm a beast I won't stop reaching Live my dreams while I'm still breathing Always creeping while you sleeping I've been on the deep end I've been on the deep end