Locked here one more time
Inside my mind where I'm supposed to be
Feeling sober but still high
Cutting off pieces of me for life
I'm always tired of this place
Never cared for anything but the way out
I've waited for something else all my life
Couldn't see it grow all this time
I think I'm losing it all again
All that time Looking into my blank mind
I'm sure I wasn't there all along
I'm making promises that I can't comply with
But my face tells the truth so I won't deny
I've waited for something else all my life
Couldn't see it grow all this time
I think I'm losing it all again