Surrounded by people I don't care about
Is creeping me out
Is there something else to this other than my self harm
We talk about good times
But they're only blurs in my gone mind
I may need sometime to find out what I'm all about
You're still walking away
Yet I feel that you're so much closer now
Than ever before
Well I can see that you're another same mistake
But still I find it hard
To get together all the pieces you left me in
Another day you feel like you're on top of the world
But I hope you know that the only way is down
For someone who told me "what's to live for if not for myself?"
So what's to live for if not for everyone else?
Your bedroom reminds me of a place I used to go
Can I stay in here forever?
Though I still can feel it all
Like a needle that got stuck beneath my feet but I'm still fit to crawl
You're still walking away
Yet I feel that you're so much gone from here
Than ever before