My soul is tired like the evening sun It is night and the moon is full In this place alone I am Hoping to see behind the dawn In this dark and long winter of torment I'm passing through In sadness I well dwell Hoping to see any light to fade away Haunted by dreams dressed in black Embraced within them and in their loneliness Searching for serenity Within my deepest inner soul When pleasure is found Ecstatic will I be And no more will I hold this Overwhelming sadness I long for scarlet days Of pleasure and delight despite that being So inspid and unreal in this gloomy future That is approaching so fast I will have to resignate myself to this And stand embraced (in solitude) ...and surrounded by loneliness And void feelings so lost until the day When maybe all will understand