Hey
I feel blessed
I've got clothes, family and a home
And although sometimes I don't show my gratitude, just know
Hey hey
I feel blessed, but at the same time I feel cursed
Cause life is beautiful yes, but when I feel so much it hurts, and yet
I'm a slave to ambition, in a way I'm in a prison
Of my own fuckin vision, cause I aim for perfection
As I chase my direction yeah and I never fuckin listen
So I make my own mistakes and no, there a no retakes
So I'm trying do my best, to live with no regrets
But time fuckin flies and I'm truly terrified
To waste my life and watch it go by
So I am going all in, never giving in
Living life my way, as I say yeah
I can feel death closing in
So every day I'm giving everything that I've got cause I've got one shot
And I can't slow down
Cause I know where I'm bound
Yes I'm filled by doubt but I guess it's normal
I'm just a mortal
But that's life I guess
Even the best of friendships regress
But nonetheless I confess
I'll never forget all the moments shared
And yes, I used to care
But what's done is done and can't be undone
So I'm turning my back from that toxic shit
I've changed I admit (Yeah yeah)
Through pain had to quit (Yeah)
Detach and detox (Yeah yeah)
And then heal every bit (Yeah)
But shit just happens (Yeah shit just happens)
And I'm finding my balance (And I'm finding my balance)
And I'm facing a new challenge
And I'm building my own baggage
And repairing my damage wait
I feel it all, the love the hate
I see it all, the real the fake
I take it all, the good with the bad yeah
And true, I do take for granted too many things, mortality stings
But it is what is, a blessing and a curse to live in this universe
So I am going all in, never giving in
Living life my way, as I say yeah
I can feel death closing in
So every day I'm giving everything that I've got cause I've got one shot
And I can't slow down
Cause I know where I'm bound
Yes I'm filled by doubt but I guess it's normal
I'm just a mortal