Took a red dose to forget you Thinking I can numb my issues But it only made me see blue I can still hear you laughing All the echoes of the past tense Now there's a ghost in our room I had to let you fall And build a world And make it tall But never threw the rope Never threw the rope I couldn't let you see the side of me The side of make that no one ever knows No one ever knows Me and my ego We had to let you go We had to let you know It was all a game Me and my ego We had to take control We had to steal your soul But I take the blame You're a tattoo on my conscience No matter how many times I wash it You'll always be a stain in my head I can still see you leaving Saying I didn't mean it Now you're my only regret I had to let you fall And build a world And make it tall But never threw the rope Never threw the rope I couldn't let you see the side of me The side of me that no one ever knows No one ever knows Me and my ego We had to let you go We had to let you know It was all a game Me and my ego We had to take control We had to steal your soul But I take the blame Me and my ego We had to let you go We had to let you know It was all a game Me and my ego We had to take control We had to steal your soul But I take the blame