Heal Deals I been doing pills Until I no longer feel She said boy you look ill I'm throwing 4s cah I been hurt I was so convinced my life had Been cursed Far from perfect yeah I did dirt Platinum heavy made my wrist hurt I'm Muslim but I been church Still tryna figure how this shit works Tryna boost my net worth Smoking weed chest hurt Long drives my legs hurt I'm just tryna heal Demons gotta kill I been doing deals I been popping pills One after the other until I no longer feel Face time to my mother she boy you look ill You ain't had brain so dumb you said eww You ain't had a bro you said you love you wanna kill Close calls, I can't go to jail I need to chill So much shit done happened in my life It don't feel real Drug Deals Gotta pay the bills Tryna make them mills I feel like I'm Will Daddy weren't I had to learn from uncle Phil Sippin on Bel air I'm eating 5 star meals I'm tryna dodge the bill Yeah My life like a film Really I should chill This shit ain't ideal Think I like the thrill Think I need to chill This shit ain't ideal Doing all these drugs fucking up fucking my lungs Ymg the one My Brodie he ah drippy motherfucker are u dumb I'm happy CRB is done I think she is the one yeah Passion 4 the fashion crazy Im dying baby come save me Keep going go hard not lazy Show love don't hate just rate me Novi when I'm feeling peckish All I really wanna do is fly to Venice yeah Pills on me like I'm a chemist Jewellery I need a bracelet like it's tennis yeah Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going Keep it going yeah keep it going Ahhh ahhh yeah I'm just tryna heal Demons gotta kill I been doing deals I been popping pills One after the other until I no longer feel Face time my mother she boy you look ill You ain't had brain so dumb you said eww You ain't had a bro you said you love you wanna kill Close calls, I can't go to jail I need to chill So much shit done happened in my life It don't feel real