Sometimes I think about how I would live inside another life
Like what if this reality was really just a game that keep playing in my mind
Like what if there's other universes they all the same and they wanna combine
You probably don't wanna live in mine
You're not gonna like what you see and find
When you step through the door
I promise you've never seen nothing quite like this before
I fight all these demons in my mind but they never die
I wonder what am I really fighting for
Anxiety
Depression
And my happiness all are at war
And i feel like happiness is loosing the battle I don't feel at peace anymore
I don't feel at peace, I'm dying
They told me hang in there, I told 'em I'm trying
The bitch said she loved me, why she say that for
Whole time I knew she was lying
Demon girl she wanna team up with all of the demons in my head
I'm tryna live but they just wanna see me dead
I feel this life would be way easier if I just had somebody to confide in
And that was suppose to be you, my love
But you put me through hell, I could never forget all the evil shit that you had done
I really thought you were the one
I really thought that we would see it through
I really thought that my searching was done
But instead I was looking through the barrel of an emotional gun
Wake up to reality
Nothing ever goes as planned in this accursed world
The only things that truly exist in this reality are merely pain, suffering, and futility
Sometimes I think about how I would live inside another life
Like what if this reality was really just a game that keep playing in my mind
Like what if there's other universes they all the same and they wanna combine
You probably don't wanna live in mine
You're not gonna like what you see and find
When you step through the door
I promise you've never seen nothing quite like this before
I fight all these demons in my mind but they never die
I wonder what am I really fighting for
Anxiety
Depression
And my happiness all are at war
And i feel like happiness is loosing the battle I don't feel at peace anymore