So
It came here sooner than expected
I am falling up
I am rising down
And I drown
In seas of misery
Repeating mistakes now and again
Just only fools tend to do
And watching myself, doing the same
Mirror reflections
And condemnations
When I see I am torn apart
Mind dislocation
Way to damnation
I am trying I am trying so hard
Reality creeping from its lair
Reality the most haunting nightmare
Reality
It caught me off the guard again
Anxiety preying on my soul
Anxiety takes over control
Anxiety it kills my former human self
I need some sense to feel the pain
I hear the voice now in my brain
To try to try to cope with both of myselves