Tell me to smile and I'll Die a little inside why do I Not get to love What the mirror shows me Cause that'll be so bold All the names I'll get called It's never, see it's never right I'm either crazy or shy Now I hate myself the most for needing all this validation Just me calling me pretty leaves the room for hesitation Cause is she really all that in the eyes that are the world? I wanna be a woman but I feel like just a girl I wanna cover up and dress way bigger, oversized I wanna feel the comfort of the body that is mine And as I walk the streets of the cities, I call home Don't want my keys between my fingers, fake calling the phone Knuckles and keys For my enemies But I mostly compete with myself It ain't so pretty To change my physique Measure up to somebody else I should do as I like, as the guys do They wouldn't wanna walk a mile in my shoes I don't recall me asking how to Be what you want me to Femininity ain't here to please you I'm asking for respect like Aretha The way you look at me is medieval Did anything change ever since? Traces of my outline, something I decide to show If you ask me a question, it's an option to say no I said no (I said no) Puppets cut the strings off when they're tired of pretending Don't say a word if you're not ready for the consequences I do not owe you anything Knuckles and keys For my enemies But I mostly compete with myself It ain't so pretty To change my physique Measure up to somebody else I should do as I like, as the guys do They wouldn't wanna walk a mile in my shoes I don't recall me asking how to Be what you want me to Femininity ain't here to please you I'm asking for respect like Aretha The way you look at me is medieval Did anything change ever since? I ain't here to please you I ain't here to please you I ain't here to please you I ain't here to please you I ain't here to please you I ain't here to please you I ain't here to please you I ain't here to please you