I want to drop off the earth
Disappear or turn into dirt
Sink and reach the dark water
Get lost in the wind
I can't see myself anywhere
I can't feel a single little thing
See a third person perspective of myself that isn't me
And I'm terrified to be in my own skin
A living ghost
Haunting the day to day
Sleeping in the floorboards
But who could it be
I've transformed every likable trait and turned into a sinking hole
One that everyone can see
Who can this be
Begging to see the light at the end of the tunnel
Empty house with creaking beams
Hearing voices hug the walls and talk through the seams
A dirty conscious and worn out broken feet
A living ghost
Haunting everything you've ever known
To make you see your faults
Make you feel your shame
A dying hope
That you can be better
Losing patience for your damaged heart
Glutton for the punishment
I can't see myself anywhere
I can't feel a single little thing
See a third person perspective of myself that isn't me
And I'm terrified to be in my own skin
A living ghost
This can't be me
A living ghost
Haunting everything you've ever known
To make you see your faults
Make you feel your shame
A living ghost
This is me