Shadows of Paragon - Fear of Being Forever Lost

Kishore Kumar Hits — Shadows of Paragon - Fear of Being Forever Lost lyrics

Artist: Shadows of Paragon

album: Through the Valley Within (Remastered Anniversary Edition)

Time has come for renewal.
I urgently long for an altered situation.
Only chained to my solitude
There is serenity in my insecurity.
A fatal stillness in silence after the abuse,
Long enough have I rested in the dark,
Silently cried out all pain,
Reached out my hand for kindness
But dreading rejection.
Was I reaching for false hopes?
Was I waiting for human goodness
Although all I had seen was human wickedness?
Was I closing the door for approval?
I hid in the fear of being lost forever
And chose to slowly fade.
I swam toward the bottom of my sea of self pity,
Filled my lungs with deadly water from my past.
I swam deeper when someone tried to pull me up,
Sacrifice myself in fear of drowning the one who cared.
I longed for an altered situation
But human kindness I feared the most
I expected even more wickedness
God I know that You were always there.
Only Your thoughtfulness kept me alive
During my darkest hours.
Was I reaching for false hopes?
Was I waiting for human goodness
Although all I had seen was human wickedness?
Was I closing the door for approval?
Sometime I wish You would have let me die.
Still I knew, that You offer life in abundance
But I search for the indemnification that can
Come only from the who inflicted shame on me.

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