I don't want to feel numb
Castaway dreams; I exiled every thought of you
In my misery - in my grief-stricken fortitude
Shelled - exhausted - and I'm still haunted
By every single word that I never got a chance to say to you
Numb - I don't want to feel numb
What have I become?
Please set me free from this heart-wrenching agony
Numb - I'm frozen inside; I'm numb
You were so fucking young
Please set me free from this heart-wrenching agony
You are a ghost now - I created you
To teach me things and to pull me through
A memory I will never let die
I fucking hope there's an afterlife
I will not ever forget, but I still hold my regrets
I will not ever forget you
Why would I ever want to?
In the silence - in the dead of night
I feel your presence
Is this just in my mind?
Hoping to myself that somehow you are fine
I fucking hope there's an afterlife
Numb - I don't want to feel numb
What have I become?
Please set me free from this heart-wrenching agony
Numb - I'm frozen inside; I'm numb
You were so fucking young
Please set me free from this heart-wrenching agony
Numb
Numb
Numb
You will live on in my memory