I should've fucked your friends
It would've been the best revenge
For the fire that you started
I'm tryna heal, but it's a process
They told me I should cut my losses
But there's a stranger where my heart is
And I'm sick with feeling like I deserved better (Haha, ha)
And you're sick for everything you did to me
It was a setup (Haha, ha)
And I should Goodfella you, call me Karen
Waking up to my Beretta
If I blow your brains out
I, I can guarantee that you'll forget her (Ha, haha)
If I blow your brains out, I could kiss it better
Kiss me I'm the monster that you made
Yeah, you made me
Now I'm just like you so don't complain
Yeah, you made me
Do the things you like hoping you'd stay, okay
Kiss me I'm the monster that you made
You made me
Games, you don't want me unless I'm someone else's
You don't even know you're being selfish
You mercy me only when I'm melted
Down to my tears only when I'm helpless
That's when you get off and you can't help it
And all your bullets they feel like velvet
And I let you do it, I let you do it
I loved you too much, I let you shoot it off
And I'm sick with feeling like deserved better (Haha, ha)
And you dead me, left my heartbeat
Left shit on a cappella (Haha, ha)
And I should Goodfella you, call me Karen
Waking up to my Beretta
And if I blow your brains out
I can guarantee that you'll forget her (Ha, haha)
If I blow your brains out, I could kiss it better
Kiss me I'm the monster that you made
Yeah, you made me
Now, I'm just like you so don't complain
Yeah, you made me
Do the things you like hoping you'd stay, okay
Kiss me, I'm the monster that you made
You made me