I'm not afraid to try Don't wanna fill the space With something that I'm not Chew on the iron If I can't make it 'til 2022 'Least we'll see how long I can swim I sometimes wish she hadn't found me on the night I tried to disappear All at once The timing wasn't right I don't wanna see this face You needed this to stay Chew on the iron If I can't make it 'til 2022 'Least we'll see how much I can take Sometimes wish she had just let me drift away Free from any pain All at once All at once All at once All at once again Oh If I can't make it 'til 2022 'Least we'll see how much I can take I sometimes wish she had just let me drift away Free from any pain All at once If I can't make it 'til 2022 'Least we'll see how long I can swim I sometimes wish they hadn't found me on the night I tried to disappear All at once All at once All at once All at once All at once