(I'm so tired of hearing the same fucking shit) (All my friends and family) They keep telling me to go to rehab 'Cause I've got a problem that they can't fix What if I don't wanna be fixed? Did you think of that? Comedown I'm never coming down, so just let me go And run back to your picture perfect home No cap I'm tryna get fucked up So don't make me tell you again I'm itching, still feening I can't stop my nose from bleeding Black out It only ends when I cross the line and I Black out Night after god damn night It's not enough I need a remedy I'm always searching for something That can make me feel nothing I need a remedy 'Cause I hate who I've become I need some fucking distraction Something that lacks reaction Can you make me, make me numb? Just make me numb Yeah, yeah, yeah... I've past the point of no return I don't give a fuck if you're concerned I'll do what I want So don't try to fight or stop me I co-depend on substance as medicine And when you take it away I really wish that you'd just back off And let me live my fuckin' life ♪ If I dig my own grave That's my choice to be made Not yours We both know one thing's for sure I'm always searching for something That can make me feel nothing I need a remedy 'Cause I hate who I've become I need some fucking distraction Something that lacks reaction Can you make me, make me numb? ♪ If karma doesn't kill me What the fuck will? ♪ When everything around you falls apart Don't say I didn't warn you You can't have someone who won't help themselves Trust me, I'll drag you down too