Hold on ♪ I'm barely hanging onto myself anymore 'Cause all I see is the darkness ahead It's staring back at me When I tried my best to find my place in this life, I've been bestowed upon For the past three years of life, I've never felt this way before Everything that I've done has left me feeling torn And I tried, oh, I've tried to find the meaning and the purpose in my life But all I ever found was a blind light Don't wake me if I'm dreaming 'Cause life feels like a weight tied to my ankles in the deep end Is this what you call sinking? Help me find the ground beneath my feet before I hit the fucking concrete (I'm starting to disintegrate) When ticking at this pace, there's nowhere to retrace At this pace, I'm starting to disintegrate So much for so much more, closed every open door At this point, there's nothing left worth fighting for Hold on I'm going round and round in circles Chasing the wind, they tell me, "Just hold on" If they only knew how much I've been through They'd probably eat their tongues They always tell me that I'll feel better if I just hold on a little longer But I've grown tired of waiting, anticipating What will go wrong next, I need a savior now ♪ Fire! ♪ When ticking at this pace, there's nowhere to retrace At this pace, I'm starting to disintegrate So much for so much more, closed every open door At this point, there's nothing left worth fighting for There's no afterglow and nothing feels like home When you're stuck in the undertow So much for so much more, close every open door At this point, there's nothing left worth fighting for They always tell me that I'll feel better if I just hold on a little longer But I've grown tired of waiting, anticipating What will go wrong next, I need a savior now (Nothing left worth fighting for) (Nothing left worth fighting for) (Nothing left worth fighting for)