It's been a while since the last time you saw me smile Its not something that i chose so apart of my spall Lately I been down without knowing the reason I can only blame the weather The part of this season might just fascinate me It controls most of me apart sets my heart free Accept me for what i am always understand The only one thing that separates me from my daily man Green talk trees to concrete buildings From hundreds thousand and million civilians But tonight's over here seem colder So hard to fall asleep those nights when you're sober Been a while since i woke but things seem changed For better of worse still not longer the same Can't explain why it hurts the pain of a curse And even though I am restrained things get worse These builds can not longer help me Can not control my inner parts Set my mind free But this thought will be the last memory's past No further questions to myself to be asked Cant deny the things i cant hide Cuz these cogs so week i can feel them inside Im supposed to be strong cold am not suppose to take things personal I Can not hide Cant deny All those things I feel inside Cant deny the things i cant hide Cuz these cogs are so deep i can feel them inside Am suppose to be strong cold am not suppose to take things personal Cant deny the things i cant hide Cuz these dogs are so deep i can feel them inside Am suppose to be strong cold Im not suppose to take things personal I can Can not hide Cant deny All those things I feel inside I can Can not hide Cant deny All those things I feel inside I can Can not hide They deny All those things I feel inside