I've been diving for years to connect the dots The coordinates have long been lost No map or no key could lead me to The treasures trapped in the deep dark blue I've been sailing alone for as long as I know My lungs are chock-full of salt and the snow Collected down deep where it's too cold for words Way up above is the same different world Sunken rusty ships are all that still exist From my underwater past Left alone, at peace at last At peace at last The pages and books are yellow with age The gloom of my room is tainted with rage I admit what I want is escaping the past But my future self would never last Sunken rusty ships are all that still exist From my underwater past Left alone, at peace at last At peace at last Memories are trapped beneath me Memories are trapped beneath me Sunken rusty ships now replace my home Where some photos, books and things Have died and turned to memories To memories Dust has become a running theme This organized clutter will never be cleaned 'Cause I have left home and everything else I'm ashamed of the way I let myself