I'm seeing her texts
Hearing her voice
Never knew that the truth was destructive but that was your choice
Asked you again
You claim you're just friends
But after a bit all the white in your lies start to blend
I wish I could say I hated you
But we all know damn well that isn't true
I look for reasons to hate you but I always fall through
Cause I could never admit to the fact that I still love you
Boy you're driving me crazy
Arguments on the daily
My therapist thinks I'm crazy
Smoking shit on the daily
I used to hold you close when I was under too much pressure
Now I'm cold in the dark late at night while I'm wearing your sweater
I wish I could say I hated you
But we all know damn well that isn't true
And we both know this shit was overdue
But sometimes I wish we could see it through
I look for reasons to hate you but I always fall through
Why do I make up excuses for the ways I want you?
It hurts to see you match your lips with someone I once knew
Cause I could never admit to the fact that I still love you