When I'm trying to tell you something 'bout my life Maybe give me insight between black and white And the best thing you've ever done for me Was to help me take my life less seriously It's only life, after all Well, the darkness has a hunger that's insatiable And the light has a call that's hard to hear But I wrap my fear around me like a blanket I sailed my ship of safety until I sank it I'm crawling on your shores And I went to the doctor, and I went to the mountains And I looked to the children, and I drank from the fountains There's more than one answer to these questions Pointing me in crooked line The less I seek my source (the less I seek my source for some definitive) The closer I am to fine, yeah The closer I am to fine, yeah Well, I went to see the doctor of philosophy With a poster of Rasputin and a beard down to his knee He never did marry or see a B-grade movie He graded my performance, he said he couldn't see through me I spent four years prostrate to the higher mind I got my paper, and I was free And I went to the doctor, and I went to the mountains And I looked to the children, and I drank from the fountains There's more than one answer to these questions Pointing me in crooked line The less I seek my source (the less I seek my source for some definitive) The closer I am to fine, yeah The closer I am to fine, yeah Well, I stomped into a bar at 3 a.m. To seek solace in a bottle, or possibly a friend And I woke up with a headache like my head against a board Twice as cloudy as I had been the night before when I went in seeking clarity And I went to the doctor, and I went to the mountains And I looked to the children, and I drank from the fountains And we go to the bible, we go through the workout We read up on revival, and we stand up for the lookout There's more than one answer to these questions Pointing me in crooked line The less I seek my source (the less I seek my source for some definitive) The closer I am to fine, yeah The closer I am to fine, yeah