I look for stability like I've always done I don't wanna hide what they think I have learned Never read through someone's mind never could Always blind why can't you alley my troubled soul There's a lot of pleasant dreams that I lived But also real things that I lived and that I care about So different feelings that make me what I am All these years from now I just can't change the past I guess no one will never learn anything from me People just watching me trapped by myself Feeling deeper growing stronger it's still the same But nothing has changed There's a lot of pleasant dreams that I lived But also real things that I lived and that I care about I know I've got so much hate and anger to unload And my lifetime is gonna leave me sad Sometimes it is such a long hard lonely road Time is just passing me by running and treating me so bad There's a lot of pleasant dreams that I lived But also real things that I lived and that I care about So different feelings that make me what I am All these years from now I just can't change the past