Today is not the fucking day I sympathize with their pain Their negative ways giving birth to endless cries and complaints I'm too close, just boiling with rage I choke on this feeling of war in my throat every day Swallowed every bitter pill, now I'm forced to chew Hearing every vicious word their filthy mouths spew My thoughts descend into the abyss My heart is begging me to finish this Today I wish a motherfucker would try Think of someone other than themselves one time Today I wish a motherfucker would try To see this fucked up world through my eyes Please God, don't let me act on these words And forgive those who choose to test my last nerve I see red, can't cleanse it away They took kindness for weakness, now they answer on this desperate day Wake up alone, again nothing's changed Infected my demons, all my visions become deranged Seven enemies to vanquish one by one Hatred blisters the surface of my tongue Today I wish a motherfucker would try Think of someone other than themselves one time Today I wish a motherfucker would try To see this fucked up world through my eyes Not today I thought they'd find a better way Today is not the fucking day