There is a virus that spreads like the plague
A chronic condition, the only treatments they say
Is a change of dialogue, a bottle of pills
"But I just wanna blackout so wake me up when i care"
Is it the terror of absence you fear
In silence you suffer and the madness you feel
When sleep is hopeless, I choke up in tears
When I think of the past and all the people I've seen this kill
Nows the time wake up and take control
Damn all the bastards that you know
You're not alone as it may seem
Cause in the end, all we need
Is something to believe in
I'm not afraid to die tonight
Afraid to end up wasted and looking back at this rotten life
Guess its time to breakdown or break away
Before my doom becomes this apathy
Maximum violence
Shred my body until I go numb
Is this my fault
Theres that Inner dialogue,
Run me, into the ground
Am i so horrid
We all suffer with this doubt
But its bullshit
Don't let it consume
When everything just seems so far away
Whats there to hold onto
I'm not afraid to die tonight
Afraid to end up wasted and looking back at this rotten life
Guess its time to breakdown or break away
Before my doom becomes this apathy
I'm not gonna pretend and tell you life's all good
I'm not gonna stand here an preach that its all gonna get better
Cause i've been there
When reality hits
And you think all you've done with your life is fuck up
No ones perfect and we take it day by day
You take the hits with the breaks, scream out the pain
So what if there's no God and no reason
Sometimes all we need is something to believe in