It's hard to say all I want to say to you I guess it's now or never I spent one year away trying to change a day But the past cannot be chosen I've seen days turn into weeks I could last a little longer I know you can hear the anguish in my I want to know, I want to know I need you now I need to feel, I need to feel, yeah I want you around I want to cry, I want to cry Come touch me now I know, I know for the first time I know you love for the first time It's hard to say why some things don't ever hurt But other would just grow deeper Why could I not die yet others fade away Still I live to keep on breathing I need peace to wipe away these tears To revive in my a new joy Only you can bring the healing in me right now