Words divide Touched down on a southwest runway Time collides Shipments that never came I drank enough To almost feel at home right here But not enough to make me disappear ** Breaking rules and breaking down Never thought twice about it Pushing drugs and skipping town Now we just talk about it What if we never even make it back? i don't have the answer I dropped the ball, we lost our only chance to have luck on our side Revolving doors Kept the neighbors up and talking Unsettled scores Face offs that never came I thought a lot This is not a life i can defend And after this how could i face my friends ** Breaking rules and breaking down Never thought twice about it Pushing drugs and skipping town Now we just talk about it What if we never even make it back? i don't have the answer I dropped the ball, we lost our only chance to have luck on our side Seconds burned Throat dry i swallowed my pride and. Lesson learned I looked hard and i'm to blame Fuck it all Repressing thoughts of suicide A part of me three years i've had to hide ** Breaking rules and breaking down Never thought twice about it Pushing drugs and skipping town Now we just talk about it What if we never even make it back? i don't have the answer I dropped the ball, we lost our only chance to have luck on our side (Repeat x2)