Your smile cuts like only I know This vicious blade of ecstacy Should I wish to break these chains Can't stand it if I freeze So near yet so far to my surprise I can't show you who you are So near yet so far to my demise So I wait until you like my eyes So I wait until you like Shudder to think what would Can't face that hurt I'd bye bye gone Never show that you're alone Always hope how we be as one So near yet so far to my surprise I can't show you who you are So near yet so far to my demise So I wait until you like my eyes So I wait until you like Until you like my lies So I wait and I lose It's just a little... It's just a little crush so I hush roll over and cry If I don't tell you I'll die and if I do I'm screwed It's a lose-lose situation but one I'm used to When I'm always betting on a limp horse of course Can't get the words outta my mouth wanna spit 'em out But I'm not quite ready yet to come screaming out The closet I said goddamn you got me real good All I wanna be is wanna be is cured All I want to be is cured Until you like my eyes So I wait and I lose And I lose