I cant say to you what i really felt You would never see why i dont believe My secret is a lie you can never tell me why Im about to leave a mark in history Every person should be free Thats how every life should be No one out there should be scared Not unless you want me dead I ask, how it is to live that way When you, never had the balls to say I just need to make my dream come true Thats why i think i cant live with you My life is there to reach my dream in time Thats why i always think of you I ask, how it is to live that way When, never had the balls to say I could never understand How your mind works Feeling like a goodlooking scarecrow With my feelings on deathrow Got a blurr picture of myself My brain wants to split