I lost my head again Threw away my only friend For just one night, to feel alive And I slit my wrists for that bitch! Without thinking a bit! How could I be so dumb, to think she'd stay Run away, run away. Run away, run away. Run away, runaway. Run away, run away The air is tense I feel pathetic My life's spinning on a wheel Into another, state of affliction Can't seem to get myself through this hell I need to find a better way I need to find a better way I've blown all that I'm worth What's left is nothing but hurt All the blood has been stripped and lost I don't even like me I'm not something pure Turn on the light before I fade away The air is tense I feel pathetic My life's spinning on a wheel Into another, state of affliction Can't seem to get myself through this hell Inside these four walls, Inside these four walls Inside these four walls, Inside, I explode Escape into another world to get me far away from here And I, expect too much from me 'cause I've been throwin' my life away I've thrown my life away I've thrown my life away I need to find a better way The air is tense I feel pathetic My life's spinning on a wheel Into another, state of affliction Can't seem to get myself through this hell I need to find a better way I need to find a better way