I been alright in a lonely old life
When I become a ghost
We can own the night
I wanna see you dive from the balcony
And swing from the mezzanine
I think I got lost heading towards the light
And purgatory gotta get better with time
Everything has gone so grey
That I might just never leave
What kind of obstacles is it
The vultures off in the distance
What kind of coffin I fit in
Who gonna honestly listen
I been locked in this prison
Oh what an awful existence
What kind of god is indifferent
Like he got all these conditions
OK
I ain't never trying to bullshit at all
I'm getting close
Like I almost got my foot in the door
I tried to turn the other cheek
But couldn't cushion the blow
Ain't trying to murder anybody 'less they push me to go
C'mon
I never know the outcome.
I wanna drift away.
I never seen tomorrow.
Cause right now
Right now is all that I ever need.
I been right at home with the wretched
Everybody crowing til they choking to death
About as cold as it gets
Watching everybody go
Until there's nobody left
I always hope for the best
But I ain't holding my breath
Say a prayer like
Blessed be or Rest In Peace
We all eventually connect with grief
When the reckless host indirectly eats
The insects on the flesh of infected beasts
And I'ma go long as I can
I hear the voice of the cursed
Yelling goddamn
I'm in the dirt with the worms & the fire ants
I'm here to do the devil's work with some idle hands
How do we destroy the curse
We gotta scream now just to make our voices heard
We made our bed
Now we gotta make them choices work
The tree of life must've rooted in a poisoned earth
I never know the outcome
I wanna drift away
I never seen tomorrow
Cause right now
Right now is all that I ever need
I been alright in a lonely old life
When I become a ghost
We can own the night
I wanna see you dive from the balcony
And swing from the mezzanines
I think I got lost heading towards the light
And Purgatory gotta get better with time
Everything has gone so grey
That I might just never leave
I never know the outcome
I wanna drift away
I never seen tomorrow
Cause right now
Right now is all that I ever need