God have mercy on me
When I'm gone
I don't know if I'm right
But i know I done wrong
Get the feeling I'm a ghost
With a needle in my arm
You ain't growing any roses
Without dealing with the thorns
I don't know what's wrong
I ain't never known peace
I always thought that
I'd be better off deceased
Don't know why I hate me
Ready to erase me
Don't know why I'm knocking
When I know I got the keys
And I know we all diseased
Everybody going down
They ain't bothering to count
An impossible amount
I'm writing every sentence
In the gospel of the ground
Come and find me in the bottle
When I drown
A shot for every opportunity
I foolishly passed up
A shot for every time
I've been ashamed of my past stuff
A shot for when I acted brand new
Adding fuel to the fire
If defile had a mascot
Maybe I'm Dead
Maybe I'm broken
And I'm just lonely'nuff to find out
Maybe I'm cold
Maybe I'm hopeless
And I'm just lonely'nuff to find out
Let me tell you
I just waste my time
I hate my life
I'm trying to find a way out
I don't know what fate means
Don't know what awaits me
And I'm just lonely'nuff
I'm just lonely'nuff to find out
I'm an old soul
But I'm ready just to leave
Pocket full of gold
Couldn't get me any peace
I been going it alone
No direction in the breeze
I ain't cooking up a storm
To give the recipe to thieves
I been living in the cracks
In the pathway
I ain't been a villain
Just a victim of past
With a mission to collapse
I been trapped in the rat race
Cast to the bad place
Bats in the Belfry
Really in a bad way
Sick of getting lied to
I'm just making something
You could vibe to
Something you could
Go and start a fire to
Something you could die to
Live in a casket
I'm striking the match
And I'm siphoning gas
Who becomes a martyr
When everybody destroyed
Who collecting calls to the void
Everybody falls
Till we all in the cauldron
A coffin, a curse
You been rocking with the worst
Maybe I'm Dead
Maybe I'm broken
And I'm just lonely'nuff to find out
Maybe I'm cold
Maybe I'm hopeless
And I'm just lonely'nuff to find out
Let me tell you
I just waste my time
I hate my life
I'm trying to find a way out
I don't know what fate means
Don't know what awaits me
And I'm just lonely'nuff
I'm just lonely'nuff to find out