25 seconds I'm back and fourth in my head and I dont know whats wrong At nights I shake i feel like a stranger in my own home Me and my wife cant get along I have nobody as and outlet And Me and my family aint been close every since I left Damn its a trip my whole life I'm loosing my gripp With one more bad occurance I'm for sure going to flip And sergeant knotts nose is so far up 1st sergeant ass That he cant show no remorse for my situation I aint saying hes racist I'd be wrong to throwing that around He's just a shitbad nco who let his Soldier hit the ground I Still here them fucking rounds I Aint never seen shit like that Bombs dont blow Up in the middle of the streets here in the U.S. Shits got me stressed My mind aint been put to rest And they wonder why all i talk about is these bullets And how the trigger of a Gun I want to pull it And how so badly my Military Training I wanna to misuse it My Head Spinning I'm looking for an exit but theres no way out Gotta get all the Weapons and sharp objects out this house I still have dreams Of the Night i put the Barrell In His mouth Can See the Light from my Flash Compressor and his Brains Fly Out What's wrong With me I got PTSD What's Wrong With me I got PTSD These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think What's Wrong with me I got PTSD What's Wrong With Me I Got PTSD These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think Nothings ever going to be the same again everything different I'm quick to snap on a motherfucker I'm quick to start trippen I'm quick to put a clip in You better not talk shit Or You'll wine up slumped over some park bench I'm straight ignorant I'm a product of the Government Now I know why most Terroist Are U.S. Veterans They get fucked by the system and lose there minds So when they got nothing left ...They turn to Crime I know how they feel I know what They seen with there eyes But when I went to the doctor she said I was just fine Until she was watching the news and seen me on channel 9 Clearing room in a bank like a was still on the line Now I'm on the run a fugitive to my society I faught for my country and Now my countres fighting me The State s Me, The U.S. Government s Me They call it PTSD I call It Fucking Reality My Head Spinning I'm looking for an exit but theres no way out Gotta get all the Weapons and sharp objects out this house I still have dreams Of the Night i put the Barrell In His mouth Can See the Light from my Flash Compressor and his Brains Fly Out What's wrong With me I got PTSD What's Wrong With me I got PTSD These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think What's Wrong with me I got PTSD What's Wrong With Me I Got PTSD These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think 3rd verse Sing Like A Chant: I'm Fucked Up In the Head... I need Some Meds But I'm out the Military and tricare Won't Cover it I'm Fucked Up In the Head... I need Some Meds But I'm out the Military and tricare Won't Cover it Tricare aint my health care provider no more They said fuck me along with my 1st sergeant when he kicked me out that door Hell yeah I'm poor and i aint got a dime I Aint Made shit Off Music they getting it for free offline I did all that time ...for no damn reason After high school I should of went to be a policemen And worked at a Prescinct and served my country over here Because when you served over there All Your Respect is over there Over here nobody cares even though you've done more than the sheriff Guranteed if he got locked up today, today he'd be out of there I'm about to pull out my hair, I cant take this shit I got one in the chamber and 10 rounds left in the clip My Head Spinning I'm looking for an exit but theres no way out Gotta get all the Weapons and sharp objects out this house I still have dreams Of the Night i put the Barrell In His mouth Can See the Light from my Flash Compressor and his Brains Fly Out What's wrong With me I got PTSD What's Wrong With me I got PTSD These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think What's Wrong with me I got PTSD What's Wrong With Me I Got PTSD These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think