I have found my eyes in the ceiling again With only all that I've already said left to say Aware only of the weight of this silence I thought I was trying Please say you saw me try Not just a static crackle When my mouth bleeds I want to feel the pressure of my bed springs I want the things I used to run from to catch me Tighten up my limbs until my blood screams Like yesterday in the boughs The sun bathing in the leaves Your feet trailing when we had to leave